Hey adopted one...I came across ur posts through a google search and I decided to join this forum just so I could say one thing.
I KNOW EXACTLY HOW U FEEL....because I feel exactly the same! Only difference is I have never meditated. I tried sending u a personal mgs but being new to this forum I didn't know how to...I'm not a great help because I haven't found a cure but I thought it might be nice to know ur not alone! Feel free to send me an email or wateva...