Originally Posted by AdoptedOne
You're right I do experience emotions but not so much through my thinking and thoughts anymore. I can think "good" or "bad" thoughts and I feel nothing about them. There is no emotion behind my thinking anymore. No matter how much I want to feel my thoughts I can't the affective energy behind my thinking is gone it just isn't there anymore like it used to be. Before this change or "Enlightened state". I know it might seem impossible for some but I often have no thoughts what so ever during the day even working 8 hours a day I have little to no thoughts at all and not really feeling anything either. It's not something I can really show anyone though but trust me that's how things are.
What your saying is, your throughts are not wild horses running aimlessly.
You dont automatically think something, you have to choose to think something?
See, what you've done is put your mind in safe mode, for lack of a better term. You have control now. You should be able to concentrate on something for a long amount of time, no?