You're right I do experience emotions but not so much through my thinking and thoughts anymore. I can think "good" or "bad" thoughts and I feel nothing about them. There is no emotion behind my thinking anymore. No matter how much I want to feel my thoughts I can't the affective energy behind my thinking is gone it just isn't there anymore like it used to be. Before this change or "Enlightened state". I know it might seem impossible for some but I often have no thoughts what so ever during the day even working 8 hours a day I have little to no thoughts at all and not really feeling anything either. It's not something I can really show anyone though but trust me that's how things are.
Last edited by AdoptedOne; 03-26-2011 at 11:54 PM.
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