AdoptedOne, I went through and read your earlier posts and your new comments made more sense.
Could you describe how your inner voice death experience came to pass? Specifically what practice you were doing the moment it died.
And could you also explain what you identify with now? Because I think most of us identify with our minds, so if you don't have a chatter box, what are you identified with? I always assumed that if you quit thinking, you'd identify with the witness, but if that were the case you'd feel amazing, not numb.