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Originally Posted by Summerbreeze  Thank you for adding your puzzle piece.
I already sensed some kind of underlying boredom in you, also the wish to know if you can find a path to live up to, that is not illusionary and makes you feel whole.
You avatar reminds me to of a reality I once was in, everything dark but the subjects bright in contrast.
Yes, I know about the extremes between some souls and limited environments, this creates much suffering and boredom you grow up with and nobody that gets it.
I've no answer to how many lifetimes I've left, I recently just found out that I beside many others seem not to emanate directly of this consciousness. Well, this leads me to take a step back to my higher self. I really don't want to delude myself with such information, because there exists the idea that even your "Akashic-data" are just files drawn out to live up to your purpose. But I remember some incarnations I lived here, like ancient Rome, Persia, some lower density nature things on earth and Utopian incarnations on Artuvia back then, that should serve as delivering a vibration I guess.
I've fortunately a guide, that is solely for that, but I'm currently not succeeding with clear informations, yet. I've the suspicion that many
aren't in for ascension, just for support to establish a certain vibration.
There are curtains behind curtains lifting for many people that are open enough.
I need more time to become comfortable with all that, it feels still like a stretch for one part, especially rationally.
Do you know your remaining lifes? Are you already at a comfortable level of information/communication?
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My guides have a very difficult time with me. My nature is extremely volatile and I have fired my guides before in the past (this is possible).
I once had a guide who said something stupid to me. I was sensing sarcasm in his voice. You have no idea. It was like a match thrown into a dry forest and started a wild fire. I was so angry that I could feel my chakra burning my skin. I got so bad my Guardian Angel had to fly down to try and cool me off. Days later I noticed dark brown circles up my back and they stayed there for about 8 months...
When I meditate, I am able to effectively enter a trance. Sometimes I slip in and out of consciousness. When I ask them questions, I expect an answer, and my guides are very well aware of that. A lot of the time I am shown visions with some kind of narration in the back of my mind.
During one particularly powerful meditation I asked to see my future lives. After a vision, something told me that I had 3 lives left until I was given an opportunity to ascend. I was then going to come back another 8 lifetimes in order to help humanity.
I am still trying to figure this out. People on this forum are of the understanding that acension doesn't work that way.
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I already sensed some kind of underlying boredom in you, also the wish to know if you can find a path to live up to, that is not illusionary and makes you feel whole.
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I am still searching for that path.
The biggest problem when we are floating all about, is that we are not 'here'. We are not living in the Now. I myself am a victim of living in the future. You need to find a presence here on Earth that allows you the freedom to travel, but is also interesting enough to want to come back. I have heard of people who went astral travelling very far out, and never returned to their bodies. Sometimes the dangers involved aren't necessarily caused by outside forces.
One thing you have to remember is that we were put on Earth for a reason. Until we finish our job, we aren't going anywhere.
Sometimes I feel I have been here too long. Other times I feel I just have so much left to learn. Only time will tell.
Midnite