Originally Posted by Midnite
Thank you for adding your puzzle piece.
I already sensed some kind of underlying boredom in you, also the wish to know if you can find a path to live up to, that is not illusionary and makes you feel whole.
You avatar reminds me to of a reality I once was in, everything dark but the subjects bright in contrast.
Yes, I know about the extremes between some souls and limited environments, this creates much suffering and boredom you grow up with and nobody that gets it.
I've no answer to how many lifetimes I've left, I recently just found out that I beside many others seem not to emanate directly of this consciousness. Well, this leads me to take a step back to my higher self. I really don't want to delude myself with such information, because there exists the idea that even your "Akashic-data" are just files drawn out to live up to your purpose. But I remember some incarnations I lived here, like ancient Rome, Persia, some lower density nature things on earth and Utopian incarnations on Artuvia back then, that should serve as delivering a vibration I guess.
I've fortunately a guide, that is solely for that, but I'm currently not succeeding with clear informations, yet. I've the suspicion that many
aren't in for ascension, just for support to establish a certain vibration.
There are curtains behind curtains lifting for many people that are open enough.
I need more time to become comfortable with all that, it feels still like a stretch for one part, especially rationally.
Do you know your remaining lifes? Are you already at a comfortable level of information/communication?