I see a lot of posts similar to yours, and invariably I respond to all the ones I see. One insight I may be able to offer you is that, because you typed up your entire history with girls-instead of just posting one of those "how do I get chicks threads-you obviously are very attached to your past. You need to mentally let go of it. I'm not sure how to do that, but doing things like typing the entire thing up probably aren't helping.
Another insight that may help you break through this is that long term success with women (not this short term PUA crap-which I'm sure you've read about) is a reflection of inner confidence and self assuredness. This answer will probably piss you off, and I understand that, because these things are elusive and the terms get thrown around a lot, but it's the truth. Very few guys really have this stuff down-far less then you think-and the ones that do usually gain it from experience. You're going to need experience, but you can do some inner work that can really make a difference.
One more thing, before I give you a list of things to do. Although you might have become a misogynist by now, women really are noble creatures. They will fall all over a man of high character. Nice guys are the worst, because they are dishonest. It is so obvious from their behavior that they absolutely adore a girl, yet they won't come out and say it or act on it. Jerks are a step above that, because even though they still hide their desires, they don't make it obvious that they like her through their behavior, so she thinks they are congruent. Confident men who express their desires honestly will get lots of girls no doubt, but a man who combines that confidence with high character and a strong purpose in life will be irresistible.
So how to do this? Well I'm not perfect yet either, but here is what I would suggest.
Inner work:
-find your purpose in life by whatever means you like
-sit down and discover exactly what you want to acheive by the time you die.
-Break this down into shorter goals, really get your life together, be on the path to fulfilling your purpose and dreams.
-Look at steve's list of values. Pick out the ones that resonate with you, along with the ones that you know will be neccessary in acheiving your dreams/purpose.
-think about those values and what life would be like if you lived 100% congruently with those.
-Do daily work on changing limiting beliefs. Affirmations, visualization, NLP, hypnosis, whatever. What has worked for me, being a more logical person, is a book called Mind Lines. Check it out if you got time.
-I'd recommend the 7 Habits of Highly Effective People. This really helps one go from a greater purpose/vision to practical daily implementation.
Outer work:
-get 2 or 3 male mentors immediately.
-get a large circle of female friends. Watch what happens when you start to act confidently, start to lead them, start to see your inner work kick in, start to be busy and have an exciting life, start to exhibit high character and be an embodyment of those values you listed. They will get attracted to you.
-get a large circle of male friends. Ones who will invite you to parties, get you out of the house, introduce you to girls, exc.
-live an exciting life. Do the external things needed to accomplish your purpose/dreams. Learn how to have fun.
-once you start having some success, teach other men (what I'm doing right now). Mentor others. It will help reinforce what you know logically is right, but still don't have a 100% matching belief system yet.
And if you do all of this, and you still don't have girls....Who cares? You have a purpose in life, you're living your dreams, you have a huge group of male and female friends, and you have an exciting life.
Good luck to ya
Erock
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