heloooooooooo everyone!!
thanks for all your responses...I truly love you all for them
anyhow, I just wanted to update you guys on a few things that have drastically changed me for the better!
ok, so I learned that everyone and noone is perfect. EVER. SO DEAL WITH IT. also, i realized today the most amazing feeling in the world, that I haven't felt for years, which is so freeing. I Hope you all can feel this way soon, or do now. OK ready? how do you get this amazing feeling about yourself and your life???
STOP CARING WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK ABOUT YOU. its that simple, and yet it is forgotten by so so many. IF you honestly don't care what anyone thinks about you, you are truly free. free from pain. free from doubt. free from uncertainty. free from anxiety. SERIOUSLY...ONCE YOU CAN STOP CARING...YOU WILL TRULY START TO LIVE.
go with your own pace. do something because YOU want to do it. CHALLENGE YOURSELF...face your fears.
for example, I've quit eating junk food (well, for the most part). So, now if i eat a good/healthy breakfast/lunch/dinner i feel really good about myself...as if i've got this amazing control...simply by choosing smartly which foods i eat.
ahhhhhhhhh i have so much more i want to say...but I'll keep it to this for now. if any of you guys need additional help, feel free to post here!!!
Good luck everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
