Personally i still feel virgin, well it's been almost 4 years of self-inflicted abstinence.. i had first experience at 16 and again series from 18 to 23 but that does not change a bit of how i feel... i am also introvert, shy and a darn nerd...
I could only wish i was virgin until today because i'm still fuzzed out and previous "relationships" only made me even more insecure. The only way you will feel at ease with you, your feelings and your sexual urge will be when you will be at ease with your self, with accepting who you really are...
If you feel awkward with your self then the person who you want to be with you will also feel awkward being with you... If you don't know what to feel then other person will also not know what to feel towards you. The most important thing is to respect other ones feelings and you will be respected too.
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