This reminds me a bit of what happens to me in a meditation I sometimes practice. I sit down in front of a mirror in a dark room and place one candle lit on a stool between me and the mirror. I look straight into my own eyes in the mirror, then let my eyes slip out of focus, like when viewing auras. I chant oohm, and after a few minutes my face in the mirror starts morphing into different faces, all me in bone structure but with different accentuations, skin tone and hair colors, more or less fleshy. Many different versions of me. This meditation is supposed to connect one to the higher self and show all the impersonations the higher self has had, and it is for cultivating full recall of ones spiritual history.
Maybe you are being guided to slow down and shown this in order to connect with your total spiritual history and get a leap up the awareness scale instead of just charging ahead at your current level of awarness? I don't know, but if you try that meditation maybe something will happen that shows you what this is about?
Just my two-cents, it may not be relevant....
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