Thanks to my Dad raising me as a Rosicrucian I began using my intuition at the ripe old age of 8 years old. As the years passed my intuition became stronger and stronger. Today, I use it almost every day and it is NEVER wrong.
I've been reading and rereading Steve's posts on Subjective Reality. Talk about sending my mind tumbling down the rabbit hole
I've tested SR in every way I can think possible. It's solid. Every time I think I found a hole, it proves itself true. And that explains so much
The only "missing" for me that subjective reality doesn't allow for intuition. Let me use an example out of my own life to explain...
In Oct 06 I decided to take off a month and head to Goa, India. None of my friends could go in Dec 06/Jan 07 which is when I wanted to do the trip. I HATE traveling alone so I decided to focus on manifesting a young, fun, hippie chick that I could party with while I was there. I began pricing tickets in Nov 06. I decided the best thing would be to leave after X-mas and that way I'd get experience the big New Years party on Anjuna Beach in Goa, India. My intuition did NOT like this idea at all. I do not get specific word phrases from my intuition a lot but this was clear. I was to arrive on Dec 5 2006. I was pissed! Not only was that not the date I wanted to leave but the plane tickets cost way more! My intuition held firm though and I relented. To make a long story short I arrived in Goa, India on the 5th of December. On the 7th of December I met Sryah. She is 24 (I'm 30) and a young, fun, hippie chick (EXACTLY what I was manifesting). We spent only 1 night apart during that entire trip. We had an awesome, fun travel romance. After leaving India we've kept in constant contact. I live in Las Vegas. She's flown in a couple of times. The romance is over but we are the best of friends now.
If I am creating the reality I experience than WHY did I have to be in Goa, India on Dec 5, 2006? Because Sryah was there. If I'd flown in on Dec 26, 2006 Sryah would have been long gone. If I'm creating my reality why wouldn't I have just created her there on Dec 26, 2007? I had to pay hundreds of dollars more for my plane ticket AND it was not a good time for me to go. My intution was unmoving. Sometimes I can get it to switch but this was unmoving. Show up on Dec 5, 06. PERIOD! I've learned the hard way not to argue. If I had not met Sryah Goa, India would have REALLY sucked. It's not what it was 30 years ago. It's dieing...
I've got a number of other examples just like this one about my intuition. If I'm creating my reality, why does my intuition tell me I have to do certain things, at certain times? It's a pain in the ass. Wouldn't I just create what I want, when I want it? Help.