lol. Thanks for the support. I've gotten out of this bad funk for now. I'm over graduating, almost over the relationship and my sister (Even through all this) still has her upbeat and positive outlook. And even though I can't see her every day or even weeks on end I know she's doing fine. As for the job, I need to save up about $3k so I can move to Toronto for a job. I got my bike fixed so although it's a little tiring I don't mind riding 3-6 miles to a job every day.
Still trying to get things figured out but I'm almost out of the bad funk.