Well some years ago I experienced a major shift in consciousness, major in the sense everything changed.
I will not go in detail, but music played a more than important role within the mental process I was experiencing. Not only was it of great help, but it literally pulled me through while opened up new ways of understanding which I needed.
To be more precise it was classic music which did a great job on me, it somehow helped me out to deal with painful trauma’s which I had suffered during childhood, classic music somehow provided me a way to bring out all the hurt inside, thanks to classic music I could heal myself like if it where therapy.
Still it demands a strong will and willingness to enable oneself to focus upon what you are listening, in some way I regard it to be a form of meditation in which the goal is to reach the very core and essence of that which the composer is trying to bridge throughout the use of an orchestra.
If you listen to the music of a genius composer while reach to evoke affinity or affection towards his work, this might open up possibilities which like in my situation, were stunningly life changing in their effect.
If you are willing to give it a go, I will be more than willing to assist you in finding a genius composer, one which might suit you best. I will feed you music, while depending on what you like best we can continue until you find and receive that energy from the music itself to continue your way.
It might not sound all that much an appetite to start with, but believe me when I say, I have been bending my head around your situation in order to come up with a way (therefore maybe not solution) which is not threatening for either yourself and me, I’m not a doctor ;-)
Like I said before, the situation you are dealing with is far and out of my league, but considering my lived experience I’m positive to believe this approach might bring you relief.
If you carry no interest, well, that’s just fine, I can easily understand you might not fancy classic music or this approach to it, all fine.
Other than that, just let me know if you have question, I will await your opinion and work or not from there.
Take care ;-)
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