Originally Posted by Maguru
Hi David, I do know how terribly difficult this is. It's like your whole identity with who you were has disappeared. This new identity that doesn't feel and is disconnected is crying out for acceptance.
Just recently I was reduced to a 'nobody'. Absolutely no connection to anything or anyone. Just completely isolated in my small world. Unable to sustain surface relationships and unable to find meaning.
However, I know at this point I am free from my past. Free from who I used to be. Free from interference of the outside world. Freedom to be who I wish to be.
It has been a long hard slog for me to facilitate my own transformation and I'm yet to experience the fruits of my labour but I have faith, trust and belief in myself that the best is yet to come.
I do think about you and I do care about you. I truly believe you are on your way and indeed, everything will be alright.
with love, Paula
What you are talking about freedom to be who I wish to be, I always been like that.
What I also think is that I get in touch with my Higher Self in very early's chiilhood.
Now that that connection is loss, I can not form any new self, nor I have need to have a self. I just want inner connection back. I somehow know that everything else is simply an Illusion of the mind.
Love to you.