I'm desperate for some help with this, so bear with me.
The dreams have contained people from my old school, but ultimately, 3 of my friends have dominated my dreams, always being with me. I'll call them Friend A, B, and C.
Friends A and B have been in every dream, but they aren't as clear. Friend C is extremely clear. A few nights ago, I asked before I went to sleep for a clear message about my future to be sent. I dreamt that night about Friend C's mother dying from cancer. The thing is, Friend C's mother had cancer 4 years ago, and was warned about it returning. However, the dream occured in Malaysia where mum is staying, with a fraction of it taking place at my old school.
I'm struggling to sleep because I know that the moment I go to sleep, I'll have a dream about those same three friends and the year group I was in forming the background of the dream. I struggle with lucid dreaming, only getting it to work once, but anything I've looked up on the web about friends in dreams of the like has proved futile.
I've had a feeling for 4 years or so that a friend will die, mainly in thought form. Last night, I dreamed that I died.
Any help is much appreciated. Thanks.