Thanks for the response chris. Have a great support system with friends and family but don't like to burden others with problems in my life so I bottle things up and keep them to myself... at least thats what my wife tells me. I try not to show weakness in my life and keep up a wall so things don't have a chance to get out in the open for others to see or use against me as a weakness. I don't mind helping others with their problems and i usually am the first person that people seek out for advice or just to listen. Have a hard to accepting help from others but trying to do better.