Well I don't know why, but it looks like all this stuff about being attacked by astral entities is more fantasy part than reality. While I'm in astral I must be in very special mental and emotional state... I must be leveled... or maybe better word is equilibrium... It is hard to explain. The more I'm in mental and emotional "equilibrium" the more astral world seems to be real. Less concentration and more thinking tends to send me back to my body.
A few times I met some evil entities... Lets describe three such situations I remember:
1. While I was observing my village (out of body) I met 3-4 small devils... they were grinning on me and showing rude gestures. I was quite experienced how to remain in equilibrium so I went to this little creatures to ask them something(because it is rare for me to actually meet someone while I'm out of body) Devils turned and ran while screaming like in agony... so no attack... no communication, nothing. Nobody else was in that OBE.
2. I found den full of vampires (?) - a big den... and they had people there for feeding. When I saw that I felt so big fury that I started literally to glow with cold dark-blue fire... (interesting was that at same time I was at equilibrium...) Vampires couldn't touch me... and I destroyed them singlehandedly, I tore them with bare hands to dust, to nothing and I liberated prisoners. Prisoners weren't consciously there, they were like somewhere else... (maybe they were ordinary dreamers captured inside fantasy of their dreams???) So no communication was possible... It was very frustrating and emotions tossed me back to my body.
3. Other OBE where I remember encounter with vampires again... but it was not with them personally, but with persons they turned against me. One person was girl, someone who I think is my soul mate or twinsoul... I really don't know... but I feel her to be very special even if she doesn't like me very much... but in that OBE I helped all vampire turned people, I healed them... She was worst case, problem was in me, I have problem every time I'm near her to concentrate... and in astral (at least for me) is concentration and state of equilibrium the cornerstone of existence there. Any bigger lack of concentration, any bigger loss of equilibrium and I'm back in my body. So I was oscillating in and out from emotional and mental equilibrium, strugling to find equilibrium, to stay there, so I could help her... and therefore unable to do anything else. While I was trying to regain concentration she bit me to neck... there was bright blue-white light and she changed from possessed version to something angelic... I remember talking with her about my love to her... every touch was visible light and lightening(it is strange that light seems to be blue or blue-violet.... never red, green or yellow...) but I didn't remember any information after I waked...
Ohhh and I just remembered fourth occasion of hostility... but it was really nothing serious. While in OBE I found two children and I tried to teach them my techniques of how to do OBE, and I tried to describe them state of mind I must be in to be conscious there. I don't know them in real life, they were there accidentally probably and they were very eager to learn... A man came to us and tried to stop me from teaching children. I felt hot pain from back and when I looked from outside of body I saw that I have two big blue-violet plasma wings(fire is a plasma but those wings looked like plasma frozen in place, only slightly flaring)... each maybe 4 m long... I fend interfering man off without any problems... I teached and exercised with children for a while and after short farewell I flew up and to space...
Therefore I don't thing attacks are serious danger for me... Maybe they are dangerous for dreaming people? I had never ever problems... Has somebody here similar experiences?
Sorry for my English I tried to write this as comprehensible as possible.
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