Thanks for the reply, I think the "truth" is tough to handle, reminds me bit of handling a sword to use a metaphor, that I'm regularly given by my guides . And for myself I'm maybe a bit hard to myself and project that on others. But I somehow think that ascension plays a role too. I'm since childhood on a path of releasing conflict and trying to understand, with all failures inclusive, this one is all about grow and support, with all depressions and higher feelings
I think often when we feel bad we try to address it and make there very classy mistakes.
And often people are to proud to admit that something has affected them, later on you often recognize difference or they are confused constantly.