I need some help deciding on which way I want to polarize. It's difficult because they're both good, it's just which one is best (for me)?
I love people, a lot. But I love myself more. I love performing and creating things, but it's not the same thrill as being in control of a situation, or being looked to for direction. Maybe I'm looking at this the wrong way. I dont know. Sometimes I'll feel
"light's definately the one" then later
"Dark's the way to go." I made myself a little dizzy thinking about choosing. You might say I should wait, get more experiance, then decide. But it tugs at me
"Pick me, Pick me, Pick me" all day.
After all, I'm still VERY young. It wouldnt do any great damage to wait till I'm older. But I'm just thinking of the advantage I'd have if I picked now, having 3 years of being polarized before having to deal with the pressures of living out in the world. Dont you think that would be a plus?
I need a second opinion. Thanks.
