I consider that you are suffering from a fear of success (I started a thread about it in this topic) failure or average performance is a great comfort zone and very acceptable, it's everywhere you look, we are surrounded by it.
Also you're probably compounding it with denial, denial that you are this very awesome creating machine capable of achieving anything you require and as you can see when you get started, things start happening, the wheels start turning.
Unfortunately or fortunately, depending on which way you want to play it, all the answers lie within, just stop accepting fear as something that even exists inside your world and take no prisoners, get busy and follow it all the way through, when it gets tough (as you've planned it to be for challenge purposes) just restart you claim to success.
Don't think you can, know you can, there is a difference and it's that simple. |