Originally Posted by Illustro Cado
I can relate in that I feel like what I've done in the past no longer works.
If I simmer down, quiet my mind, and listen to my intuition? I'm in the flow, mother****er.
If I run back to my comfort zone, try to think my way through problems, and use the same methods and faculties I developed in the face of old challenges? I struggle and sob like I'm about to be crushed underneath an incomprehensible weight.
Well, I can definitely agree with the lessons that I have had about letting go of trying to think my way through life. I've always been a feather in the wind, though, and had a very unconventional life as an adult - so the transition to becoming almost completely intuitive is actually almost like a relief to me. Like I don't have to try to bother to figure out how a "normal" person would go about approach anything at all.
I feel very much at ease. Now, I do attribute a lot of this to my session with Angela almost 2 weeks ago now...but it like, even when I am sobbing, I no longer feel like I'm struggling? Does that make sense? it's all just part of the beautiful dance.