Originally Posted by Darky
So should I choose for some medicine **** like antidepressants ?
I know its chemichal ♥♥♥♥ but I heard that a lot of people could feel after taking them
Or should I just wait ? but I don't think that there is matter dark night of the soul of me, since I experienced trauma it is totally diffrent..
or perform shamanic healing instead ? but the problem is, there isnt any shamans in my country and im too young for traveling alone.
You need to give yourself a jolt.
Just surviving is one thing... but about thriving?
You said, " I feel nothing."
If you want emotion, then you must be in motion. Remember that energy in motion is e-motion.
So here's the deal. Choose two of the biggest items you have been procrastinating with over the past 9 months. It could be your taxes, managing your money, asking someone out on a date, writing a love letter, it doesn't matter what the heck it is... take two of them and WRITE them down.
Then take one of those items and take ONE SMALL action towards it in the next 24 hours. I guaranteed you will alter your bio chemistry and GIVE yourself a jolt of energy. You will feel alive.