| | Preparing for something
Over the last 5 years i have been experiencing a shift in my awareness. The last 2 years were particularly intense.
For further explanation see Pregnancy, Life and Death (Warning) post
Since having my daughter, who is three months today. Time relative to my current reality.
I have experienced a speeding up of my thoughts and energy bursts that have manifested in 'spring cleaning' my environment and discussing the universe with one particular friend throughout the night, until 7 or 8 in the morning, on some occasions.
Although I have disconnected from many 'superficial' friends during the last couple of years, I have strengthened other relationships and am starting to establish new friendships.
Here, in the UK, birds have been awake and communicating with each other at night - something I have never encountered before. They start just after midnight and continue for a few hours.
A strange reconnection
When I was 7 years old i moved next door to a girl who was just 3 days older than me, whose middle name is the same as my first name. We became the best of friends and as we grew and went our separate ways, we would lose touch. However we reconnected for our 17th birthdays (summer solstice '02) and again at my 21st birthday (summer solstice '06). Since then we superficially chatted on a social networking site in '09 after my son passed on. I hadn't thought of her in over a year, despite moving back to the city we met in.
At the beginning of this year new neighbors moved in next door and totally out of nowhere i decided to introduce myself. When the front door opened to reveal my childhood friend standing there, i couldn't do anything but throw my arms around her and scream like we were 7 again! It's the craziest, most awesome thing. After 18 years, we end up living next door to each other again.
I have felt the power of the universe within me recently. I am compelled to 'let go'. I also had a moment with a friend where there was 'no time'. We both felt it and it was euphoric.
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