 the dark side of enlightenment
I am happy to see the dark side of awakening coming to light. There is no understanding or very little in my culture to support this time of suffering. The judgements and myths and stigmas are enough to destroy you.
My own personal suffering and loss throughout this process has been soul destroying (if I have one.)
I have gained what I term as 'home grown wisdom' but it doesn't ease the burden. The feelings of loneliness and despair continue to overwhelm me. It seems the more I know the less I want to know. Is anyone else experiencing this in their process?
I am not wanting an agony aunt to advise me. I am aware of my path. I would like to know that I am not alone, that is all. |