ROFL, Erki! hehehehe It's a valid question though, Shamou!
So, Shamou, on a more serious note.... seems releasing your victimhood, it propelled you in a totally different direction. When you became a playboy, grabbing everything you could get your hands on... what made you see the truth? What got through to you to make you rethink the path you were taking? If it's not too personal of a question, of course.
