Old Soul: CFPurpose;
That experience was one of many I've had since. It shaped the course of my life. I tried to run and hide from that part of myself. I married an older man who was a Christian and appeared to have the black and white answers to the things that confused me. I continued having paranormal experiences. I found the hypocrisy within the church, ludicrous and irrational.
When I placed my hands on someone in a healing circle and they experienced the profound love, warmth and healing that came through me, I was told I’d ‘been blessed with a gift from the Lord.’ When I made the fatal mistake a few weeks later of quietly saying to the person I was healing ‘your mother is with me and she wants to let you know that she ok,’ suddenly I was possessed by Satan. Didn’t Christ say in the bible we are created in his image? Didn’t Christ appear before his disciples after he died? I could go on. But they upshot of it was I left the church and a while later my husband who as I became more confident and aware of myself was too afraid or unable to shift any of his preconditioning. I don’t blame him or think any less of him. I’d struggled with it myself.
Sometimes I'm shown things I can do something about, other times I can only conclude the incidence is fated and I'm shown it for personal preparation (frustrating).
Lally
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