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Old Soul · 06-13-2007, 11:47 AM

Here is an experience I had which I believe kicked the whole 6th sense into being for me, at least I do not recall every having any powers of any sort prior to this, it was my dads death.....( this was 15 yrs ago)

We all were standing over my dads grave, I did take his death quite hard, as he was my last living parent, my mother died of pancriatic cancer when she was 47, I was 17 at the time, and my sister died exactly one year before my mothers death, my sister died at 16 (suicide)

so losing my dad was quite rough, I was standing over the grave and the thought came to mind "I am an orphan to the world", and it felt like my spirit broke, I felt an overwhelming sadness, that i have never experienced before.
And as soon as i had that thought I had this impressed upon my mind (crystal clear mental voice) "I will not leave you as an orphan"..... it was so clear that i remember looking arround to see who was talking to me... we left the graveyard and while driving home I heard again in my mind "pray"
when i got home I was emotionally exausted, I plopped down in the chair in the living room and I heard again "pray"

I did, I barely got the words out of my mouth and fell asleep, first I prayed "God if you are there please take care of my dad"....

I fell asleep, and in my dream I saw a ball of light, it was bright white and glowing, I remember squinting to get a closer look, this ball of luminous white got closer and closer, and as it did it got bigger and bigger, but it did not hurt my eyes to look at it....... Then when it was right in front of me, this light dissipated into thousands of brilliant little shards, and behind it was my dad standing there, from his shoulders upward.... he smile and winked at me..

The thing is, winking was something dad use to do to me all the time when I was a little girl, ( I am 48 btw), this wink was his way of saying I told you so, or you can always trust me... he use to do this often as his way of letting me know i could trust him...

then as quick as he appeard from behind the ball of light , he slowly started to break up to dissipate, and as he did this, I could smell his cologne and feel his whisker stubble on my chin....... I was instantly filled with a JOY! and power I have never felt before........ it was the most powerful feeling , i have ever experienced, the peace and the love was out of this world..... and my stomache did a roller coaster turn, it was all i could do to catch my breathe, because it effected my physcial , body, it was awsome!!!!!

I woke up , bolted upright, noticed that i had only been asleep for a couple of mins....... and I knew that i knew my dad was ok........... here is the thing!! to this day, that peace and joy and love has not left me......... it really effected me profoundly

ever since this experience 15 yrs ago, i have been able to see things in my dreams and waking hours ..... I don't understand it all...... but now i just go with it , and the good thing is I have met others that do not think i am crazy or even if they do... they have shared the same experiences -so at least i feel i fit in :-)

06-13-2007, 11:47 AM	#7 (permalink)
Old Soul Family Member Join Date: Jun 2007 Posts: 1,016	Here is an experience I had which I believe kicked the whole 6th sense into being for me, at least I do not recall every having any powers of any sort prior to this, it was my dads death.....( this was 15 yrs ago) We all were standing over my dads grave, I did take his death quite hard, as he was my last living parent, my mother died of pancriatic cancer when she was 47, I was 17 at the time, and my sister died exactly one year before my mothers death, my sister died at 16 (suicide) so losing my dad was quite rough, I was standing over the grave and the thought came to mind "I am an orphan to the world", and it felt like my spirit broke, I felt an overwhelming sadness, that i have never experienced before. And as soon as i had that thought I had this impressed upon my mind (crystal clear mental voice) "I will not leave you as an orphan"..... it was so clear that i remember looking arround to see who was talking to me... we left the graveyard and while driving home I heard again in my mind "pray" when i got home I was emotionally exausted, I plopped down in the chair in the living room and I heard again "pray" I did, I barely got the words out of my mouth and fell asleep, first I prayed "God if you are there please take care of my dad".... I fell asleep, and in my dream I saw a ball of light, it was bright white and glowing, I remember squinting to get a closer look, this ball of luminous white got closer and closer, and as it did it got bigger and bigger, but it did not hurt my eyes to look at it....... Then when it was right in front of me, this light dissipated into thousands of brilliant little shards, and behind it was my dad standing there, from his shoulders upward.... he smile and winked at me.. The thing is, winking was something dad use to do to me all the time when I was a little girl, ( I am 48 btw), this wink was his way of saying I told you so, or you can always trust me... he use to do this often as his way of letting me know i could trust him... then as quick as he appeard from behind the ball of light , he slowly started to break up to dissipate, and as he did this, I could smell his cologne and feel his whisker stubble on my chin....... I was instantly filled with a JOY! and power I have never felt before........ it was the most powerful feeling , i have ever experienced, the peace and the love was out of this world..... and my stomache did a roller coaster turn, it was all i could do to catch my breathe, because it effected my physcial , body, it was awsome!!!!! I woke up , bolted upright, noticed that i had only been asleep for a couple of mins....... and I knew that i knew my dad was ok........... here is the thing!! to this day, that peace and joy and love has not left me......... it really effected me profoundly ever since this experience 15 yrs ago, i have been able to see things in my dreams and waking hours ..... I don't understand it all...... but now i just go with it , and the good thing is I have met others that do not think i am crazy or even if they do... they have shared the same experiences -so at least i feel i fit in :-)