I was and sometimes still am in like situation and I started to think hard, what to say to you, what to recommend... then my eyes fell on your sig and I got surge of emotions, appreciated it very much. Even if it would originally be not yours, it is really good!
Really, what we desire is to create a dawn here and now, not escape into light or darkness. Seek within yourself the Force that led you to such knowledge.. and use it!
