[meaniegreenie]

Hello All,
I feel very fortunate to have found this site since I have been very emotionally and mentally unstable for the past 3 weeks.
I did not know who to turn to and now I am hoping someone can shed some light on my situation.
A couple weeks back I had a psychic reading over the phone. The man was a reputable and genuine medium who hit on many of my frustrations. The main reason I called was because i felt stuck/frustrated in my life (may be due to the saturn return cycle)---anyway, I was shocked to hear him say that he did not see my current relationship working out in the next four years and that I would actually meet my "soul-mate" in about 5years. I was stunned...I literally broke down on the phone. This is a possibility that I never even considered. My boyfriend and I have been making plans for the future, discussing marriage, etc--so this information was a huge blow. I have had such a sinking feeling in my stomach ever since. I cannot understand that this is even possible. Now when I spend time with my boyfriend I feel as though I am living a lie, since I feel like I know some dark secret about our relationship. But it seriously does not seem possible. I am so so so confused. I have never been in a more loving, nurturing and caring relationship. My boyfriend is my best friend. I am so confused about this whole situation. I feel saddened cause I believe in psychics but I don't want to believe that my boyfriend isn't my soulmate...I feel like the reading I had made me more confused. Should I consult another psychic? Or believe in free will and continue to live in the moment and enjoy spending time with my boyfriend? Or just let it go and let life take its course--which is VERY frightening to me. Has anyone been in a similar situation? What should I do to enjoy the time I spend with my boyfriend? I just cannot allow myself to believe what the psychic said to be true and it's been eating at me everyday? Should I tell my boyfriend what the psychic said and let him decide?