(Not) Acting under urgency
Urgency seems to be my only motivator for me to get things done.
For instance, ill go through periods of procrastination over getting my blogs/websites up and running an decide that getting a job would be a good idea to earn an income while working on my own potential income streams.
The problem is, if you're not heading toward your goal you're drifting away from it, and that's honestly what i see a job is. The reason i say this, is today is the day yet again for a job interview and its only now do i feel that familiar gut feeling that "this isnt the right thing for me". My track record has proven that i generally quit within the first few days of a new job.
The time i spend at a job i could be spending productively on creating a business for myself.
Its only untill interview day or quitting day do i act under the urgency (pain) of going to work gives me.
How do i fix this?
I think i need to stop seeing a job as a safety blanket and more as a painful waste of time, as is sitting doing nothing.
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