I have experienced something similiar lately. My best friend and I have been best friends since kindergarden we are now in college. It has been over 15 years. We survived separate high schools and going through the things teenagers do,but lately things have been changing. We go to different colleges but they are not that far from each other. We just arent as close as we once were. It is like my friend is pushing everyone in his old life out of his new one and that gets me mad and hurts me because we have been through everything together. I have had a tough year this year I have experiences losses that I didnt really want to experience this year and my friend was there for me as they have always been. But, once we were at school it was like this friend was too cool for me and our other friends.
When we came home for our break things go worse and I havent really been the same since coming back to school. I have been down all the time because the thought of losing my friend who is having the time of their life living the college life. It scares me not only because I could possibly lose my oldest friend but, also because this friend may just lose himself. This friend is scaring me and I dont know what to do about it because I have tried talking but its not like that my friend will listen they are too busy havng fun well i am hitting the books because i dont have time to live the college because im on scholarship.
I dont want to be dragged down by my friend ,but if I keep coming to the rescue each time they need it i will be. I cant afford to ruin my life plans but it all comes back to me and not wanting to lose my best friend. This person is like family. It would be like losing someone else in my family if I lost them. That is something that this year I can not afford I have lost enough and so much changed I dont want this to change I just want my best friend back. THe kid I grew up with the one everyone loves and not the person that has my friend has become.
