 Lost and Confused
I feel so completely lost. I am 27 and a single mom of a child with developmental delays. I have no friends and feel terribly alone. My life seems pointless. I don't know what I want or who I am. I love to read and watch movies, but afterwards I feel empty inside like I wish my life where a fantasy story full of action, adventure, and love. I know it's not real, but I can't help but to want it. Afterwards I always feel alone and depressed. I don't know what to do with my life. What is the purpose of living? I hate myself and I don't like my lilfe. I love my son, but I feel like I just don't know how to live. Stories and movies are exciting and interesting... The real world... what's the point? I don't know what the purpose is. How am I supposed to know how to live my life? I don't want a boring life... the same thing everday. I want something more, but I don't know what that is...
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