I've been having a dream about being crusified, nails through hands and feet and thorns also around crown of head. I was beaten and whipped also before being crusified. When I was let off the cross, I had to cross a finish line with no ones help and before I reached there, because I was in so much pain with crowds of people watching and my two kids, the clouds parted, God was shining through and a white lite engulfed me. The crowd and everyone around got on their knees and began praying and I was completely healed. (The above dream is too long to write, but just so you know I was beaten, etc., because I was helping others and standing up for them so I took their punishment.) It is more or less self explanatory, any other ideas??