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Old 12-05-2010, 06:53 PM   #39 (permalink)
AdoptedOne
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Originally Posted by theuprising View Post
yup, this stage happens to me after meditation and its really cool since I am "of this world but not in it". Its not a final stage by any means, the final stage is being detatched, but also in this world at the same time, like Deida says, in the room yet outside of it. Letting go of your ego fully so you can experience unlimited happiness and love in the present.

But it shouldn't happen after a year, the stage goes away when I get caught up in something and my old ego takes over, if this isn't happening to you, either you have ascended to a new state or something is chemically wrong with you, and if I were you I would get myself checked out by a psychologist
Now you have brought this up about the "new state" of mind one time a man pointed out I was quiet (this was in a bar) okay this isn't anything new and he said about me being psychic. What do you think he meant by this? Do you think he may of been hinting about me being involved in Spirituality?

My mind feels numb like I have said in an emotional sense I remember I had thoughts all the time whether I wanted to or not I find it disturbing that my thoughts (when I force myself to think about things) don't leave any real affect on me like I have said previously I can't feel normal emotions, the normal range of emotions I once could feel I don't experience anymore. The question is why?

A lack of soul describes it well when I listen to music it barely effects me, it doesn't uplift my spirits, seeing a hot woman doesn't produce any "attraction" or "fireworks" feelings inside me either, I can't even feel anything at a family member's funeral. Yet if you saw me I probably appear fine, smiling etc however I know how to react to situations but like I said there is no feeling there.

Thanks everyone for your advice, I really don't know what to do anymore. Perhaps my mind evolved and as a result I have lost my ability to feel things.
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