I know I know...
with me I still have issues with my parents divorce...my parents were married for 23 years before some woman no less than a homewrecking whore whose face looks like that of a horse's ass...(poor horse!) tore their relationship apart within less than 3 weeks after I graduated from high school!!!
My father was and still is a womanizer.....Its a process I must say to not compare my father with my bf cause thankfully (and i made damn sure of this!!) my bf has NO WOMANIZING QUALITIES of my father...but that doesnt stop the ugly jealousy/issues/hurt monster from rearing its head from time to time...
just so you know, I would never want to be "in control" of someone else....for the first 19 years of my life, my every move i made was dictated to me.....I am 23 now just so you know...so it takes time to heal...but im working on it..
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