Originally Posted by Lauxa
Hi Falkor, I just want you to read this thread
where Erin clarified some things from that article. I'm just going to post it quick in case you are still lurking this thread...
Nice one. I had read the first abortion thread/blog post ages ago and I did not agree at all (but did not even participate to the thread back then). Good to get this clarification.
No offense to you Erin, you know I like you and I read a fair bit of your blog
Now Falkor, what keeps you from getting closure? It seems so hard for you to get to that point, maybe a professional could help? I know you went to therapists, as you say... have you looked at alternative therapies?
If it helps you feel a bit better, nobody hates you up there. That was the first thing that helped me years ago, to have a psychic telling me that. She said no one in heaven hates you, you're the one who has to forgive yourself (exactly as Erin said). An other thing that helped me was to talk to the soul i could not welcome back then, and to tell the soul if he/she was meant for him, to go back to him, and if i was meant to be his/her mum, to come back to me at the right time. I know this won't happen in this life time for you since your fertile days are behind BUT you could be his/her mum in an future life. And one last thing: would your child have been happy? If you did not have love, support, an education, money, a good partner, would it have been responsible to have a child back then?
Also...er...I really do not think you get bad karma for this, especially not the way you describe it, unless you attracted unfortunate events by continually hating yourself for it.
I really wish for your heart to heal soon.