Thanks to everyone for their replies. I'm going to try and start participating more in the forums. I thought about travel but, as a student of ethics, I'm always concerned with what the right thing to do is, a glaring omission on this site, with its subjective reality/Buddhist slant. There is another sense of "right" though, which is empirically "best" for the actor. I think these discussions usually end up saying that can't be measured or that all courses of action are equal, the logical conclusion of which is that no action, or only mental action should be taken.
I'm not looking for help from the ex, as she mainly reads the blogs as opposed to the forums, and the only thing she doesn't know about is the cyanide plan. I don't think I'm in love with the escort 'cause I can see many things that would annoy me- can anyone spot a glaring one?! I am in love with youth and beauty and, if anything, in accordance with this site, I want to be in love with no one for a while. I just want to sleep around,-if I can learn how to do that after years of being chastised for even looking-knowing that won't be the answer, which must come from within.
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