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My girlfriend, then fiance, of 6 years left me March 31, in part because of this site.
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That should be enough information for your ex to identify you, why are you calling yourself Anonymous?
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One way I "got over" this quickly was by sleeping with an escort. I don't really have guilt over this(despite my religious upbringing and even the judgment of the secular community), but I'm afraid that I could be doing myself harm financially and mentally.
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I don't know your finacial situation so I can't rate whether you can deal with it financially.
Basically you have fallen in love with her. You don't want to continue paying for her (because you don't want to be
That kind of person and because you can't afford it).
But on the other hand you fear that you can't deal with the emotional pain of breaking up with her. You fear that you could end your life when you would do it.
Therefore you want help from your Ex who frequent this forum?
But in reality you don't need it. You know can move on. You could move on from your relationship with your ex and you can move on from your present "relationship".
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I'm sort of living for the day and trying to do personal exploration.
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Isn't that exactly the ideal of books like the "Power of Now"? Living in the present day is a good think.
Seek god.
Meditate.