You lost me when you said what a beautiful man you are -- and then you actually said that she is "below your level". How can you say that about someone you supposedly love?
Pardon my reality check here, but if you've only seen her twice in six months, and you already think you're better than her, this must be just one of those online illusions that Dr. Drew Pinsky talks about.
I recommend you find someone that you can spend some quality time with (in real life), or as a secondary option, just look in the mirror and talk to yourself. You are so darn good looking that you shouldn't have any problems having a relationship with yourself!
