I deserve more.
Those three words are so inspiring. I have been tolerating to many incongruencies in my life and its time to stop. People, places and things, if I don't like it, it can go. It doesn't have to go right away but when I am ready it will go.
The most pertinent example on my mind is my friends. I have been chasing people and making excuses for behavior I don't like or appreciate. So now I am voicing my feelings and setting new standards. I am holding myself to the same standards but if people don't meet them, then I can choose to let go. Because, I deserve more.
I deserve people I fully choose to have as my friends, faults and all and people who choose the same in return. If I have to hide my ED and struggles and successes then your not someone I want to be with. I want celebrate myself in my full glory. Its not about the result, as the best lives next to the worst, its about your attitude and what you choose to learn from it.
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