Thanks again for the replies, I'm still not sure what to do and think I'm getting a kind of mild depression here... Nothing like how it used to be but I've been wanting to sleep all day today and feeling really down, which isn't like me at all. I'm kind of doing all of the things I know I shouldn't, really coming close to looking for a new job in order to help with the mound of bills and expenses the current one isn't paying, and the idea of a never-changing 8 hrs a day of boredom really does horrify me. I shouldn't be focusing so much on that but can't really help it after seeing my poor, eviscerated checking account today
It's only 10pm (I'm a night person) and I can barely keep my eyes open here, I've been feeling that way all day and even my beloved coffee hasn't helped. The girlfriend and I have been easily irritating each other for most of today to top it off.
Sorry for the dour reply, but I figured this is the best place to complain since nearly everyone else posting here seems to be really good at swinging things back into the positive.