Originally Posted by nicbrahms
I am sorry that you feel like this Irisha. However, I second Anagogy's post that you only invite into your reality that which is in your vibration. Nobody or nothing can do anything to you unless you are allowing it via vibration.
I think you should seek help with what you imagine this man is doing to you, I think there are definitely some mental issues here and you need to see someone about that. Could be depression etc.
I think you got to stop playing a victim to this thing you imagine is happening to you, cause if you don't want it, stop it.
I'm sorry I am not being more sympathetic but I don't really believe anyone is psychically attacking you and has been for 18 years.
I think however, depression and what you believe is happening is causing your pain and helplessness, only you can take control and stop this.
Only my opinion so feel free to ignore it, but the minute I read this thread it felt completely wrong, as in you are misleading yourself.
Also the way you talk about this man its as though you had a crush on him or felt something for him, did you?
Yes, I did, at the beginning.
I'd have to write a thick book to describe everything that has taken place during these 18 years.
Actually it was both: attacking (because he didn't ask a permission from me to start this channel. He only informed me at Kundalini meditation that it would take place in the nearest future. ), - and at the same time, first, at the beginning, there were not so many negative things, and I was very curious about it, and I liked it , - because this person who has these awesome abilities, was showing me what he could do, he has chosen me, etc.,etc.
You say: "Nobody..can do anything...unless you are allowing it". Do I want to feel this awful pain, for example? No natural reason for this pain. When I am having a pain because of some natural reason - it's absolutely different. When it's he who is doing smth, you can feel it, and it cannot be mixed with anything else but him. I understand that it's hard to get it. You need to be in my shoes to be able to get it.
I tried to explain what is the feeling of the Channel, how it feels like, in some of the previous replies: the feeling is always combined with a feeling of a 'magnet' inside me, and which, I think, Mr.G. uses to make this Channel. Nobody has commented upon it. Does anybody know anything about it?