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butterflyeffect · 11-01-2010, 04:22 AM

I am choosing to shift my perspective. I no longer view myself as HAVING an ED, rather I have HAD an ED.

In essence it is becoming a thing of the past. I still feel the desires surface but I remain aware and just notice them. They irratate me but I just notice them.

The shape and body obsessed thinking has stopped. I can't remember why or when I just notice I notice people's clothes and make up, clothes and fashion and just glide over peoples weight. I notice overweight people and I feel compassion instead of disgust.

I still can't handle being around other people with eating disorders. I find their behaviors very challenging as I wish to leave all of that behind. I have honestly seen everything there is to see in ED world. It is well and truly time to move on.

11-01-2010, 04:22 AM	#200 (permalink)
butterflyeffect Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2009 Location: Sydney Australia Posts: 801	Identify Shift I am choosing to shift my perspective. I no longer view myself as HAVING an ED, rather I have HAD an ED. In essence it is becoming a thing of the past. I still feel the desires surface but I remain aware and just notice them. They irratate me but I just notice them. The shape and body obsessed thinking has stopped. I can't remember why or when I just notice I notice people's clothes and make up, clothes and fashion and just glide over peoples weight. I notice overweight people and I feel compassion instead of disgust. I still can't handle being around other people with eating disorders. I find their behaviors very challenging as I wish to leave all of that behind. I have honestly seen everything there is to see in ED world. It is well and truly time to move on.