my ego asserting itself I think mostly
it was very difficult for me to see myself reflected sometimes, and you know in marriage sometimes you don't feel loving towards the other person, and I guess I experienced feelings and thoughts that were very adverse to the kind of person I considered myself to be before I got married.
I did learn a lot though.
so I guess I mean things that pushed you back a bit on your path - that perhaps was a barrier in a way to self development. |