Now I'll tell you what preceded the Channel, and what kind of feeling I have while having this Channel.
At the very first class in meditation when we saw our teacher for the first time, we were given a Sign for meditation (some intertwined lines on a sheet of paper), and were instructed how to do it: start looking at the Sign on 3 levels, every next level being finer than the previous one.
When I started doing that I felt something very wierd - I felt like a magnet above my head! It was of the same nature as the magnet we feel between our hands (Can you feel it between your palms? You can put your hands closer, farther, and you will notice how it changes, how it can be stretched, you will feel its curves). I don't know about the other people in class, if they felt it above the head or not. Meditation and those occult studies presuppose individual experience, and the effect can be altered if you share. When the meditation was over the Magnet above my head disappeared.
Next time I felt it again. So, it happened many times when I was in class, and one day I felt it in the train, reading a book! The Magnet was above my head, going high, I didn't know how far, it was different every moment, changing in color and intensity. Since that time I had been feeling it always.
I didn't know what it was. I asked the Teacher when we were alone. He said that he knew about my Magnet, and that he could see a ' golden' plate close to the area of the third eye as well.
The reason why I am dwelling upon it for so long is the following:
When the Channel started, the Magnet moved inside! It's inside me now, I even feel it when breathing, it's like the same tense substance as it was above the head, and this is the same magnetic feeling of it which, I think, is used by Mr.G. to create this indissoluble connection. That is why I cannot break this bond. And nothing helps. The Magnet is inside. How did Mr.G. make it , move it inside? Do other people who can make Channels use the same method? HOW is it done? What is the mechanic of creating these connections? WHAT is this Magnet?
The Teacher hadn't given me any explanations . He'd just taken my attention away instead.
Last edited by Irisha; 10-30-2010 at 04:28 AM.