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Originally Posted by Jes  Oh, God. Why couldn't I be a bloody accountant?! |
No, don't say that, Jes!
I am not sure. I found the only thing I really liked more when high was eating and sex
. For me it's just something that feels good (and enhances the aforementioned things).
I don't see weed in the same light...it's not used as a creative stimulant for me or something to dull the pain of life or help me ignore it. When you become dependent on it for those things is when it becomes an issue, in my opinion.
Maybe just do a 30 day trial (
30 Days to Success - Steve's plan). I think it would give you a better perspective on what your really getting from being high. I know with the ex, he couldn't really remember a time when he wasn't smoking. During those two clean weeks, he said he felt clearer and happier (things he thought the high was providing him). You never know. Maybe your art will be a thousand times better!
Decide to do the trial. You can always go back if you want to. Keep us posted on what you decide and discover.
(You can send me all that free top-of-the-line stuff in the meantime
)