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Originally Posted by {aspiring_to_clarity}  Why do you want to quit? |
Well, it IS more like two or three grams a week of mostly top-of-the-line herb. Part of the problem is that I get it for free.
I'm not sure that I do want to quit. I think I do. I mean, I don't think I could hold a normal job at this rate. But I don't work a normal job. I'm an artist, and I'm pretty concerned that quitting could take a toll on my creative work. Part of me wants to do without it altogether, and part of me wants to be able to do it in moderation. Part of me considers it a crutch that I lean on for my work, and part of me considers it just another one of my many influences and inspirations.
Actually, the more I think about it, the more I realize that the problems I have now existed before I ever started smoking. But at the same time, when I'm high, it's more difficult for me to do anything about those problems.
Oh, God. Why couldn't I be a bloody accountant?!