I am still proceeding with my make up course. I am almost half way through and I am loving it. I am finding it very stimulating. While I am enjoying the experience I don't see this as a long term pursuit rather a personal development interest and a hobby.
I have spoken to the a few different people within the fashion industry and offered to volunteer my services at photoshoots. I want to experience more of it.
I recieved an email out of the blue asking me if I was interested in an ongoing modelling assignment, from a photographer I was in touch with a few years ago. I would definatley love to get into modelling but my body is still transitioning to my natural weight at the moment so I don't think its the right time. I put on alot of weight from choices I made during my Eating Disorder and now I am working to return to a healthier lifestyle.
I have noticed that people pleasing within this industy is not even remotley tolerated. If you don't believe in yourself and your not tough, go home. Point taken. I am definatley making a big effort not to people please.