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learningtogrow · 05-23-2007, 03:39 PM

O.K. I have to say that my journey in personal growth came as a result of wanting more in my life, and that idea started with primarily more money to enjoy "different" things in my life that I haven't so far. Not "better" I've learned, just different.

I've taken the time to make a plan for what I want. I've looked at the beliefs that have been holding me back from manifesting money and I've made huge strides in the last year or so.

Recently, I tested the universe somewhat and put myself in a bad financial situation so I could really be forced to dig deep and see what might be holding me back and I learned a lot. I was and still am "making my decisions based on whether I wanted the experience, not on whether or not I could afford the experience" to quote Esther and Jerry Hicks.

What happened was that I ended up taking out another loan and I was looking at it as a failure b/c I was unable to manifest the "income" in time to not have to. My husband pointed out to me that actually, the loan is still a form of abundance. The universe is still providing for me, it's just that it's in a different form than actual money.

This was a break through for me. But now, I'd like to focus on manifesting a positive amount in my account. I know I need to focus on being financially free and to me that means no more loans. I know I can't focus on the loan and need to focus on financial freedom, realizing "I have everything I need right here right now". I know this, but it's been difficult. I find myself CONSTANTLY catching my thoughts and then changing the negativity and obviously, there's something blocking my manifestation. It seems even though I say the words, I don't believe it. Does anyone have any suggestions or do I just need to give it all time? I read that there isn't any such thing as patience, b/c then your admitting/believing that you don't already have what you're trying to manifest.

Deep down, I should be o.k. with loans etc., b/c if there's enough financial abundance, then who cares about fees etc. None of it's real. The Universe is providing for me it's just not in the form I had envisioned. Is this correct?

05-23-2007, 03:39 PM	#1 (permalink)
learningtogrow Member Join Date: Feb 2007 Posts: 52	manifesting actual money O.K. I have to say that my journey in personal growth came as a result of wanting more in my life, and that idea started with primarily more money to enjoy "different" things in my life that I haven't so far. Not "better" I've learned, just different. I've taken the time to make a plan for what I want. I've looked at the beliefs that have been holding me back from manifesting money and I've made huge strides in the last year or so. Recently, I tested the universe somewhat and put myself in a bad financial situation so I could really be forced to dig deep and see what might be holding me back and I learned a lot. I was and still am "making my decisions based on whether I wanted the experience, not on whether or not I could afford the experience" to quote Esther and Jerry Hicks. What happened was that I ended up taking out another loan and I was looking at it as a failure b/c I was unable to manifest the "income" in time to not have to. My husband pointed out to me that actually, the loan is still a form of abundance. The universe is still providing for me, it's just that it's in a different form than actual money. This was a break through for me. But now, I'd like to focus on manifesting a positive amount in my account. I know I need to focus on being financially free and to me that means no more loans. I know I can't focus on the loan and need to focus on financial freedom, realizing "I have everything I need right here right now". I know this, but it's been difficult. I find myself CONSTANTLY catching my thoughts and then changing the negativity and obviously, there's something blocking my manifestation. It seems even though I say the words, I don't believe it. Does anyone have any suggestions or do I just need to give it all time? I read that there isn't any such thing as patience, b/c then your admitting/believing that you don't already have what you're trying to manifest. Deep down, I should be o.k. with loans etc., b/c if there's enough financial abundance, then who cares about fees etc. None of it's real. The Universe is providing for me it's just not in the form I had envisioned. Is this correct?