[Irisha]

The thing is he is affraid of my calls. That's why I was calling. After a call he stops for some time. But then he starts again.
He is sitting there, waiting for my calls, so that nobody else in his house could answer. Because they don't know what a monster he is. His wife knows nothing. She just cooks for him breakfast, lunch and dinner. I don't know about his first wife - maybe she knew about his psychic abilities. But she died (was killed by a lightning! - in the countryhouse) about two years after he started the Channel with me. This new wife didn't believe me when I told her that he was a psychic reader. She even didn't know much about the Club, and its role in his life.
Some psychic people in Russia are not like the ones here, in the US. They don't organize it like a service for those who need psychic help. They do it in a different way, like Mr.G. in his Club. They hide their abilities. If they are very strong. They declaire to be free of any psychic activity, - it's just meditation and lectures about the God in the Club, - that's it, they say. Why? I think they absorb energy doing it secretly. Maybe that's why they are so strong? First they give a lot of positive energy for those newcomers. They start attending the Club meetings, love it more and more, they cannot help coming again and again. They need this energy which is given to them like a drug. At this point they start being tested concerning their total agreement with the ideas of the Teacher,- and if they are not qualified they do not receive this positive energy any more, and start feeling the same the drug dependent person feels without a doze. And this energy dependance of the involved people is a delicious meal for Mr.G. and the like.
I learned about that at the Conference devoted to the problems of parapsychology, and when I started asking questions to the Teacher, - I was isolated from the Club members by means of his invitation for some special meditations. I have already told you about weekly meetings with the Teacher, & Mr.G. Then the Channel started, and I experienced absolutely new stage in my life having telepathy contact with such a strong psychic leader, and was absolutely happy about that. I've completely forgotten about the Conference, about my questions which were left without answer, and didn't remember about them, because he suppressed my thoughts about everything which was not good for him and his activity. I think he started doing it immediately because I hadn't remembered about my questions since the time when I first met him. I could start asking questions at the meetings, people could notice the signs of the strategy used . Is it honest to use people in this way and conceal the truth about influence, hypnosis and energy manipulating?
Those newcomers in the Club know nothing about what he can do with them later. They know nothing about the real leader, and how strong he is. I even think now that the strongest have to keep away from publicity, they hide themselves to have their secret methods to enlarge their energy, - that's why it is so hard to find smbd who is as strong as Mr.G.
I came to the Club meetings many years after the Channel had started, when I had no illusions about that monster, but the Teacher didn't allow me to participate , and asked me to leave (I was not qualified, he said.) When I tried to talk to the people after the meditation, - all were new, nobody wanted to listen to me, they felt euphoria after the meeting, and were absolute fanatics of the Teacher.
Now Mr.G. is affraid that I can talk to his wife instead of him, is waiting near the phone, he is nervous, and by this I can take a little breath between his attacks.